Monday, January 28, 2008

My cyber-haven explanation

I know it has been almost a month since my last post. My hesitancy in posting is due in part to the fact that spare moments these days are few and far between, but also because I have felt uncertain about how to pick up where I left off. It's one of those things where the longer you wait, the harder it becomes.

This place, of all places, is one where I don't want to feel pressure. There is too much pressure in my life as it is. Granted most of it is self imposed, but every once in a while, a girl just needs to have a space to vent, when and if she cares to. I don't want to follow strict rules- a post every day, every three days, once a week. I don't want to follow the rules of proper sharing- nothing too detailed because "so and so" might be reading. If I post I post, if not, the world will go on spinning.

These posts are my own, and though I love sharing stories and experiences, and I love hearing what people have to say about my sometimes foolish antics (so please, keep posting comments :)) ultimately, this is my space. A haven where I can, as my younger sister says, "put it all out there" I don't expect everyone to understand why I do it, or to be comfortable with everything I need to share, but this is as much an exercise in keeping me sane, as it is a great way to share common experiences.

So thank you for reading, and check back every once in a while, because you never know, there may actually be a new post. :)

1 comment:

Lara said...

yes, definitely this has to be a space for YOU. post when you want, and write about what you want. otherwise, it becomes like a job, and why would you want another one of those? especially one where you're not even getting paid.

i subscribe to your feed, so i always know when you post, even if it's been a month. and i'll still be here, even if you don't come back for another one. :)